Kurt Cobain-a suicide letter, kan hriatreng nan

April 29th, 2009 7:47 am by Fonzcsailo

“To Boddah

Speaking from the tongue of an experienced simpleton who obviously would rather be an emasculated, infantile complain-ee. This note should be pretty easy to understand.

All the warnings from the punk rock 101 courses over the years, since my first introduction to the, shall we say, ethics involved with independence and the embracement of your community has proven to be very true. I haven’t felt the excitement of listening to as well as creating music along with reading and writing for too many years now. I feel guilty beyond words about these things.For example when we’re back stage and the lights go out and the manic roar of the crowds begins., it doesn’t affect me the way in which it did for Freddie Mercury, who seemed to love, relish in the the love and adoration from the crowd which is something I totally admire and envy. The fact is, I can’t fool you, any one of you. It simply isn’t fair to you or me. The worst crime I can think of would be to rip people off by faking it and pretending as if I’m having 100% fun. Sometimes I feel as if I should have a punch-in time clock before I walk out on stage. I’ve tried everything within my power to appreciate it (and I do,God, believe me I do, but it’s not enough). I appreciate the fact that I and we have affected and entertained a lot of people. It must be one of those narcissists who only appreciate things when they’re gone. I’m too sensitive. I need to be slightly numb in order to regain the enthusiasms I once had as a child.

On our last 3 tours, I’ve had a much better appreciation for all the people I’ve known personally, and as fans of our music, but I still can’t get over the frustration, the guilt and empathy I have for everyone. There’s good in all of us and I think I simply love people too much, so much that it makes me feel too fucking sad. The sad little, sensitive, unappreciative, Pisces, Jesus man. Why don’t you just enjoy it? I don’t know!

I have a goddess of a wife who sweats ambition and empathy and a daughter who reminds me too much of what i used to be, full of love and joy, kissing every person she meets because everyone is good and will do her no harm. And that terrifies me to the point to where I can barely function. I can’t stand the thought of Frances becoming the miserable, self-destructive, death rocker that I’ve become.

I have it good, very good, and I’m grateful, but since the age of seven, I’ve become hateful towards all humans in general. Only because it seems so easy for people to get along that have empathy. Only because I love and feel sorry for people too much I guess.

Thank you all from the pit of my burning, nauseous stomach for your letters and concern during the past years. I’m too much of an erratic, moody baby! I don’t have the passion anymore, and so remember, it’s better to burn out than to fade away.

Peace, love, empathy.
Kurt Cobain

Frances and Courtney, I’ll be at your altar.
Please keep going Courtney :)
for Frances.
For her life, which will be so much happier without me.

I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU”

Source: Wikipedia

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15 Responses to “Kurt Cobain-a suicide letter, kan hriatreng nan”

  1. 1
    bexbex01 Says:

    Sad, really sad.

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    sillyBoy Says:

    He pa hi ngaihsan viau ka tum thin a, a music alternative music hi a tha ka ti thin a; mahse, a thih takah chuan a nupui hi hmeltha ka ti ta daih thung..

    “No I don’t have a gun”

    Silai zawng a lo nei na meuh mai e!!

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    ammi Says:

    Pretty sad,he has so much more to offer wish he is still alive…fame and money is not everything!!!RIP Kurt !!

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    isthereloveinspace Says:

    kurt cobain kan duh thin zia kha oooo… uih awm ngot mai. poisa leh larna hian engkim chu a pe lo a ni phot ang a, mahse kan duh leh kan neih tum theuh chu a ni si aaaa

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    Irreplaceable Says:

    ‘Come as you are’ leh ‘The man who sold the World’ kha chu ka tuipui ve thei khawp mai.

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    wonderboy Says:

    Lunglei Rahsi veng rawlthar/thlangval ho chuan nirvana hla hi an perh thiam deuh vek AN TI! :D

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    bawmrang Says:

    Ummm….90 cho bawrvel….va ngaih awmve..

    trawng/zai tui tawk chiah tea han lem sak hnu….lektrik awm mumal loh na,ka chhuan emem (Tahan )kawng dung vela trhiante nen inti thiam tawk leh ka aw hi miin an hre lo ange tih hlau ni awm fahran a,”come as you are as you were”han tih vel te kha a lo nuam ve mange aw……….

    khang hun lai..ruih bekbek lai….rak bekbek laivel khan thianpa zaia leh thawnga (t melody)te khan tun ang hian mizo music khawvel ah kan larber dawn ani tih an in hre bik der silo……

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    bawmrang Says:

    @Irrep: kan duh a inang chiah.
    “lake of fire” pawh kha ka duh khawp mai.

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    Irreplaceable Says:

    bawmrang: ‘Great minds have the same taste in music’ an ti lo nangin kan ti ve thrawh mai ang e !!! :)

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    Darius Says:

    Kurt Cobain hi ni lawm ni, “I was an atheist until i realized that i was God” ti tu kha.
    An hunlai kha chuan an lar ve ngawt mai, grunge rock music an rawn thlawh fuh bawk a.

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    Fonzcsailo Says:

    too late,
    he sleeps with angels
    too soon,
    he’s always on someone’s mind.

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    bbrickbat Says:

    Thiam ang tawk a…an hla kan perh ve nasat theih nasat zia kha aw..

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    Blind Dayze Says:

    last words in his suicide note ..”….it’s better to burn out than to fade away…..”

    ……..He’s probably experiencing an everlasting burn in a Lake of fire ..now….

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    Fonzcsailo Says:

    boodah hi a tet lai imaginary friend

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    homepage Says:

    homepage

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